Button.

A friend in need and a big brother behind my shoulder,
Stars shone out while we spoke.
You made me laugh and smile
And you had your special smile
Only for me.
You watched over and for me.
You healed me wounds and fears
You were something more,
And when years have faded away
Misunderstood gestures and words
Looking back, tears paint the canvas today.
I miss you so bad, button.
There isnt anything I want more,
but a life time of what it was.

My man

My man, 

Has the twinkle in his eye.

A charming face, and

An apple of everyone's eye.

My man 

The cutest of the paunch, 

The chubbiest of cheeks.

The strongest of arms,

The softest lips.

My man,

Jungle all through,

Handsomest of men,

Cutest, Intelligent

The envy of menfolk.

My man,

The center of attraction.

My man 

You are.

Everything of this,

And more. :)

I wish you were dead.

I was your own

Your own blood.

I was from you, 

And I was your daughter.

You never saw that.

Power and Sex

Money and Position

Mistakes that stuck

Stabs to the family.

You never saw that.

You woke me up

Dead of the night

Phantom of darkness

One blow and Another,

My every tear

I paid for mistakes 

I never made

You never saw that.

I was you own, 

You never saw me as one

You wanted me gone,

For every night you are alive

I now wish you were dead.

Darkest of Nights

When I Close my eyes

and Pull upon a long lost day dream

In the Darkest of Nights

As the coldest draft of wind 

Grazes my face,

You whisper my name.

As I lie in your arms,

A perfect Fit.

The smell of your hair

The washed in Deo and Sweat.

I bathe in the moon light,

Naked to the soul,

With your hands by mine.

The Stars twinkle at us,

Sworn to our common secret.

In the Darkest of the nights,

In the whisper of my eye lashes,

Your name,

Your face.

Us.

The First Dance

                                          She smiled at him.
                            For the first time, him, her husband.
                                He looked deep into her eyes.

"My wife", he whispered, "I love you"

A shiver went up her spine.

Her soul held a breath.

He pulled her closer,

Guiding her to the centre.

All eyes on them.

One two and three,

Together they danced,

Mister and Missus.

For the very first time.

He held a hand, one to her hip,

Brushed her lips, small peck.

They turned and smiled to the faces.

He was hers.

She was his.

Fear.

Do you know what fear is ?

I do.

It is when you close your eyes

As the blow comes down on you.

It is when you stumble down in pain

When the next one comes.

                       

Your head spins about.

You know he's not done yet.

I look at his eyes.

I see my face, in fear.

I see his face,

I see no fear.

The wronged, the innocent.

Objectification of fear.

Held inside social coils,

Devoid of escape.

Some days I close my eyes, 

Open them back again in fear,

See him standing above me,

Slap.

Somedays I lock my doors, 

crawl into the quilt.

The rattle of the door knobs.

Fear.