Button.

A friend in need and a big brother behind my shoulder,
Stars shone out while we spoke.
You made me laugh and smile
And you had your special smile
Only for me.
You watched over and for me.
You healed me wounds and fears
You were something more,
And when years have faded away
Misunderstood gestures and words
Looking back, tears paint the canvas today.
I miss you so bad, button.
There isnt anything I want more,
but a life time of what it was.

Oily Boy :)

Now this is a dedicated post 

To someone very very special in my life :)

My dear little cute brother ^_^

Arun ,

Child in heart Chivalrous man 

Innocent mind and sweetness in your voice

Love from the pure heart

Care unparalled

No one can beat you or

Replace yu, Little one :)

Akka Akka was your mantra

You would love to hear me call you Kanna :)

Born from the wombs of two mothers,

yet Siblings by choice :)

One cannot find love so warming ^_^

Never in life such dedication

You are my family Lil one :)

Love Akka 

Chu

Curious characters in my life
and i have no idea how i came to know this one.
He goes "Vaaaar" "Vaaar"
And the first person to shorten my already short name.
 sigh lazy ass.

People tell "yu have soo many best friends?"
One can never have too many and this one does stand out and remains special in my heart
Another Bangalore Ass, but a sucker for Chennai.

Yea I love yu and your a sweet little "short" thing.
(correct me if i am wrong)

You are good.
direct statement,
good.

Chamathu poruma? :D

For all those days yu made sure i was alright, for all those irritations that yu bore with and yu still will.
I guess we can not stop fighting, but they are cute :)
and i love the fights.
And maybe they will help u too (*winks*)

And when yu do start earning half a crore per annum do not forget me Mr.Director sir,

or rather i wont let yu.
U know that.

There are so many lots of things i would love to tell, and i could fill in pages , but yu are very very special :)

i hate yu chu dog :')
and yu are a lame hugger -.-
-hugs-
And yu are my Bessshtie :)

Stolen Moments

We sit in peace

A silent hum of a song

Holding hands

At the top of our world :)

Moments of stolen memories

Memories to hold on forever

A perfect gem

Encased in life

An understanding silence

Envelopes the starry skies

Unspoken words

A smile on our faces

Through thick and thin

Hard and fast

Real and demons of the mind

Always and Forever

Precious.

Cherished. 

And something to hold to.

Starry skies and the Sun's glow :)

Of Jangris and Birthday treats - A dedicated post

Dear Jaangri engira Preethu,

Many more happy returns of the day, Happy birthday :) may god bless yu
and Happy married life XD

The story of your life

Is quite unique
I have never seen quite a bomb of a character of you :)
And yu carry a shell that nurtures everyone around yu
Not just your friends

Love,
I really dunno how some one can balance life that
No idea.
Green sand milk flowing face grass itchings and consoling tears and Being there for people
Yeah yu got that all right

Trust is a rare quality and
Yu are that , incarnate

A true leo,
A sphinx...already.

I dunno how to even thank yu for everything.
You have been such and amazing friend
An sister,
a mother
listened to my braggings and naggings

Yur an awesome person,
touch wood,
on your birthday
i wish nothing but the best
and we can do the corns and rain again
another day
I love yu :)
and preethuku oru whistle!! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAAYY!!

Pandas and Gundus and Canon 550 D

Who said true love is mythical?
A certain finger rised for the cynics

Pyyar
Love
A·mour

The moment I see him I get that Electric shock through my spine

AH, a million blue blooms together

smell of earth and glint of sunshine

A year and a half and finaaly mera true pyaar, worth wait.
My baby
Canon Eos 550 D
(Now dont raise your eyebrows
its my blog and i get to write any shit love story i want)

 So yeah?
Where was I?
Lovely black body, A lil muscular and sleek, he is my perfect better half ;')
I love you baby :)
<3
and probably the only person who accessorizes her camera with Angry birds \m/ ( self proclaimed professionals and professional please don't faint , let a crazy "lil" girly have her way)






Yes the angry birds,
Enter Gundu Panda and Gundu Anna from Nagpur
Two huge fatasses, I couldn't squeeze myself into the auto with those two sitting in,
But two most adorable creatures sent down to Chennai from Nagpur (dont grow horns now, i know your reading this :P)
So It was just two days of back to back Me bugging the poor Gundus :D

the locations i choose to click your pickoors ! :D

Panda,
Gundu, Spread the Cheer person aren't you?
and Yus yusss! 
Now i forgot to bitch slap you, but imma goena give you an excuse this time cuz we had such an awesome time :D
Yes i cried when you left, yu wily emotionally targeting idyut !
Now is when i wish you live right here with the other two! :|
Imma going to really miss you!
Gundu Anna!
You prolly had no reason to put up with me and yet you did and i made yu do it
Next time onwards, chatter chatter chatter,teehkay?
your straight smile is still awesome.

So from SRM to Anjappar (YUm) And wasting rupees in roaming texts, auto drivers (ahan) and EA shopping,Early morning Bessi walk, Citi center dont thank me for being your guide, The food was great (Yum) (Murugan idli kadai-now i really wanna put that pic up xD)
:D

The panda and noddy and angry birds will always remind me of you!
and yes i love the pendant too ! yuss yusss! :D
One day maybe you'll realise Noddy is a good guys and understand how perve Angry birds are :P
Until then 
With tears and love and hoping to kick your asses, 
Moi!

A little more than Love.

For a teacher who was more than just a teacher to us

A friend's face

A sister's care

A teacher's firmness

A mother's Love

A father's Caution

We laughed together

You listened to our stories

and told us more

A belief in us

A touch of smile

A hand of compassion

A guide 

A friend.

In the short time incarnate

Yu became us

We became one

You faced the arrows for us

Hold our hands forever

We beg you

To imagine

A day without Yu.

A day so despaired,

A Love so lost

A sorry from the heart

Stay

Among us.

We love you.

Birthdays And STFU.

Five.. 

four.. 

three..

two..

one...

zero...

12 am strikes on the clock.

"oooohhhoo oooohh one more night " goes my alarm.

"tring tring goes my call to you"

Its 2nd August ,

A very special day to my certain someone 

(ok, i know i just creeped you sweety)

Happpy birthday Jensy.!!

Many more happy returns of the day babe 

May god bless you.. yada yada yada

So miss awesome 

Yu are the best and the bloody best person ever according to

In you I found a sister

A best friend

You complete me

I should probably marry you

Now where was I?

yes You

Are a gift i found

A gem in the ocean

A person like you is just too hard to find

what would i do without you in my life?

Joyous as a butterfly

dance among the flowers

Prettier than these flowers 

Cheerful as the sun

A true Leo spirited woman

I wish the best for you baby

You mean the life to me

I wish you abundance

A life of music that spins your heart with elation

Dance, Laugh,live,love (me :P)

Happy birthday love :)

I wish i was up there To give yu the birthday bums and wish yu 

and smear yur face with cake !! 

♥

-Muwaah-

I lowiiie yu :)

From STFU to Cracked Head!

Poem from STFU To me!


Why am i posting this ??
purely for the sake of showing off :P


"Thank you for being there and always being kind

Thank you, for all the times you helped me get through the tough
When scene got nasty and we all got rough

When the love in our family got thinner and faded
You were there when it all got complicated

Even when we were not in arms
I know we are still in each others hearts

You looked after me and kept me safe
And I thank you for that still to this day

Do you remember when we used to laugh? 
And fight because we had nothing better to do..

Or when it became bed time
And we laughed till we cried or cried till we laughed

We talked about everything when got to the age
And you got me through it stage by stage

But the day has now come
The day when you turn big 20

You have the world at your feet 
And that special someone

I give to you today 
Something no one can take away

A piece of my heart
The was not hard to take apart
Because you mean so much to me 

Live your life to the fullest extent 
Live it up at every event

And know that I am always here 
What ever you need
I will help you with anything indeed

I love you so much jodz
Happy 20st birthday sis
And I end this letter with a kiss 
MWAH!!

We have lived so close to each other like forever,
Binded in love and understanding together.
So today even if we are miles and miles apart,
I promise, you will always be a part of my heart...

Happy Birthday, my dear sister...

P.S.Wish i cud have been there just for today...I Love u..U mean more to me than all the SGITWPT"

but yes , i Love yu soo much STFU!! :D

Royal Pain In the Ass

So i have this best friend who i positively hate the most in the world

royal pain in the ass, there is no absolute other way to describe that asshole

(my blog, so i get to cuss as much as i wanna

and my frnd, i get to scold as much as i wanna)

My world was a happy place before the character entered my life some one and some odd months back.

how can we possibly fight seven days a week

the lil white flag is black with soot,being shot down soo many damn times

so i cut it off with the idiot, for a whole month

believe me , i missed the fights.

The same wise frnd told me once " We cannot be without fighting"

yes i love accusing yu

and no i never understand you ever, according to u, but think

do i not understand u, or do i act like i dont?

no i dont give a shit if yu dont get it.

screw yourself over

but yur still my best frnd, and i love you, and my world is a happier place.

i remember the words you told me "ill be the first person to hate you, and to love you in this world"

so shut the fuck up and stop making a fuss already.

get back to business.

Happy Birthday dear Mr. Bangalore.

Keshu

A simple lovable and adorable person

the most important thing for you is friendship , and trust

Where there is no trust, there is no you , you tell me.

You are silly and You got your own sense of humour.

All o us love you

and You are that sweet.

You take care of us when we need you.

Why, i asked you.

because you are my friend you told me.

talented yet quite modest,

sweet,

adorably lovable,

conquer the world baby...

with your words.

as you are quite capable.

asshole you are :D im not denying that either

no one can be a pain in the ass much as you can be!!

Happy birthday to you keshu :)

may god bless you with a long , prosperous and happy life.

may you find what you want in life.

for love

for trust

for the hugs

for the comforts

for the good times we had

for the good times we will have

for the fights we always fight

-With Loads of Love

your best friend.

*hugs*

History Repeats

Early morning bird calls wakes us up on the Much awaited day

CUL DE SAP 2012

the planning , the furious dedicated work.. t shirt printing... we moved towards this day .. and its finally here

Ready in a jiffy 

change to College  T shirt and arrive at the venue

Spread the cheer, 

its a whole festival out there

yes MCE is here babies!

make waaay!!

shout our way and scrape the rest of them outta the list

win it win it and win everything 

     like a boss B|

hip hip hurray for MCE !

raise the spirits

shout your way in 

cheer it up

     scare away the rest of them

show them who we are 

yea we did it again 

and thats us 

thank you seniors

juniors

and batch mates 

\

history repeats itself ^_^ 

A Much Awaited One :)

she had a smile

she was full of life 

she was vibrant with colors

i do not remember how we got talking in the first place

it doesn't matter

you were a bitch

i was a bitch

it was that simple

we matched

we struck a cord

we hugged when i had to leave 

i remember "fearless" by taylor swift , sneaking around pretending to be a vampire , and going on facebook when we were supposed to be doing design work :D

distance is nothing for us

you loved me i loved you

we cried

we fought

we hugged 

we laughed

we teased each other

2 am dates with footy matches , pepper fried eggs, countless messages, craziness, wall posts, chats , phone calls 

we had everything.

until slowly one day everything fell apart 

and "WE" died

i missed you

and you denied it

but i know enough about you to know better, u bitch.

you kept away so did i

we tried to talk a few times

it hurt

i let you go, for then 

and left it to time's way

a year passed by and i dragged you outta a shell

i nearly wanna bitch slap you when you tell me everything

you are still that girl i knew

you are still strong like her

the old days are back.

you are a bitch

i am a bitch 

and we love each other.

A Dedicated Post - Wolf.

The time is ripe and right for this post ..

about

the person who helped her grow up

people change and some changes are good.

be blessed if you went through the good.

she had a friend

they knew each other since early childhood

he was like a rock to her

someone who guided her

protected her and took care of her when she was too weak to walk by her own

he sat through all her drama with patience

he was patient

he was mature

he was right almost all the time

and he knew 

he was expressive through art

he had a fine voice (fine it was)

he took care of people

he bragged 

he was independent against the sun set

deep brown eyes and well set towards the goal

he knew to keep going even though he had no idea where he was heading to

he was in control

he had faith

he was playful 

he smiled and he was ever cheerful and positive

he was married to the idiot box 

he loved bhel puri and watermelon juice 

he loved to walk around 

and he still has his ludicrous lone wolf theory :P

and she hopes this helps him remember who he was

 welcome back amigo :).

For All Those Who Made It Home

Its nothin very profeessional it may not have a defiite sequnce or anythin but its heartfelt i promise

ive been wantin to write this note fr the past few days.. but i could nevr write anythin tats not heartfelt

te time has come wen i can type away frm ma heart

here goes.. pardon me for any errors!

the time came wen i had ta leave the  cocooned environment of ma school n had to step into the drastic real world wid lecturers who can eat my head for a single word against them

my school was a place ws everyone was free willed and wen my school ended truthfully speakin i spent the first three months of my holiday showin a "cool" attitude callin psbb as history n tat it has ntn ta do wid me.. but the minute i stepped into tat place inorder ta deliver ma lil brothers lunch box.. after 3 months... i broke down ... n i still cry sometimes wen i think abt ma school it was nevr histroy

i wondered if i can evr evn make nw frnds r anythin.. my older ones driftin apart and ma oldest ones styin closer n tellin me ta go wid the flow

ppl i spent the first weekk being doubly boisterous and talkativve .. tats the way i show out ma nervousness

naked here i can tell yu tat i was fearful of being left out or not being understood ... n all tat crap

slowly everythin chnged..

u new set of ppl have helped me enjoy these days more than ever.. prolly te last days of our lives tats left streess freee.. before we embark the competitive proffesional world

some special ppl did make coll more invitin than evr.they'll kno who they r :D.... infact i look forward to come ta college jus as much as i did ta go ta ma school

.....

things chnge ...i can already see gangs formin amonsgt d girls...n guys :P

jus hold on ta everyone forget no one

try nat ta make rivals or have any discrpancies wid anyone pls....

5 years hold immense possiblities....i jus hope watevr chnges happn... i will be loved as evr...

:)well im stil goen na irritate ppl.. ttats nevr gna chnge... born wid me.. and am gna shout nonsense in class....

lets have fun and enjoy every single part! YAY US!

love yu guys! *hugs* *muwah*

The Three Bitches

this letter was written almost a year ago.. i decided to post


it without editing it, for the letter to carry it's original


character

Some ppl may find it weird .. but to us .. a lifelong friendship 

struck up in a matter of two days

We never saw each other after that we never did

Modern technology helped a little connecting but that was all 

that was required

You know more about me than any1 else in the world

I could call you message you any odd minute off the night. 

The devil maybe asleep but v know we r there for each 

other

Dear apar and jen

I pen this down with no composite sequence or anything.. its 

completely heartfelt and I wish I could take you both into

my mind show you that huge room that’s marked apar and 

jensy and make you realize wat I feel

Whatever that noodles headed idiot did I don’t know but i 

know his studio was more than what we needed to know each 

other

I meant apar first. Like every other “first” meet I always 

remember I rember this one also very clearly

I was sittin ghost ridden not knwin wat to do starin into the 

glass tables in banwars studio … I was very low on ma self 

esteem levels back then .. and I was also caught up in this 

alien situation (Gujarat obviously and to add to that hindi)

She approached me ,due to ma south Indianish origin.. I 

think she saw ma kunkumam

 Well jensy… we didn’t actually strike the cord till you missy 

walked into our lil scenario two days later… I was just being

 formal with apar also

But wen u walked in and well addin to the fact tat both f us 

were new additions banwar made us sit togthr rembr?? Tats

 wat made it

BLESS HIM

(cant believe I jus said tat)

Your sense of humour and rule breaking things.. brought us 

three toghtr ryt??

Some how… I feeell me and jensy esatblised the base for 

our frndship in those two days but hwevr I couldn do tat wid 

apar.. cuz we din get the tym to meet.. our classes were f 

diff timings

Wel.. jensys intervention made sure I got to know yu!!

Its kinda you know a heart warmin beautiful miracle hw

 three ppl… at three diffenrt corners of the country can 

keep in touch .. n secondly BE THIS CLOSE ,cuz.. evn though

 the world grows in social networkin.. shrinkin the world into

 1 huge global village .. sealin the former… the latter I 

believe is a miracle achieved

 I mean we know soo mch abt each other

I simply marvel at the fact hw v can love each other soo 

much..!

(jensy bring in tat “into the female” thing jke now n ill kill yu: :P)

I dunno how exactly to express tat into words… its jus sooo

 awesome tat we can be close wid texts calls and chats.. yuk

 no we nevr met after tat

But look at wat we three r!! we have our lives in collge

But if ther is tat “important” thing tat personal thng tats 

thr… it its between us three

I really hve no idea hw we achieved tat kina trust or bond! 

Maybe this is called meant to be (jen again no lesbo jokes)

End of the day.. wat evr we fight .. watevr… anything like “ill

 nevr tlk to tat bitch””me n her r done

”

Etc and related phrases get into the mist

You both ppl I certainly think abt b4 goeb to bed

Cuz in the end … ITS US THREE

Sometimes…………….. despite myself

Evn though we nevr did meet after those two days

But then again I shouldn say the abve statement cuz I feel 

those pangs cuz we nevr met…  I jus miss yu both soo badly..i 

wish yu both lived in the city… smewhr within the reach (of

 three hundred bucks)

The floodgates r open again now

I jus wish I could c u both hug yu till yu both die

Talk in person and all tat!

There r these lil things tat matter befre I close the lettr cuz im over whelmed

Yu know apar….

I noe yu jus act dumb… I know hw brainy yu r… yur the kina

 ppl who r born on the planet to boost other ppls ego….. to 

give them confidence, tats reali sweet f yu

N yu remember everyother detail .. every lil single itsy bitsy

 one

No one can do tat unless they really care about a person… 

thnks for tat, n yur really sincere wen yu hafta be

Yu know im soo proud to say someone evn out thr in nagpur

cares abt me

Evn if every1 leaves me .. I have yu

Dear jensy,

 some ppl have the charisma , the ppl winning ability.. yu have

 it

use it.

There r loads f things abt yu tat r magnetic

N once someone gets inside yur sheelll.. we see yu hw yu r…

 nice good and sweet,  a bitch yu r sometyms.. but tat ads to 

the zing to yur personality !

True we all  have our tyms… every1 does… tats natural..

 and yu and me share something speacil.. yu know wat???

We team up and tease apar!!

I loved the planning we do..!

XD best moments

I jus loved talkin to you both… tellin yu both everythin ! yu 

both I can say r two jewels I struck rich in the vast sand…

Love yu both

Missyu both