The Unpublished post

The days went slow and the nights creeped away painfully slow

The nights were the worst the living

Nightmares and living moments haunted me

In the midst of it all , i found the twinkle of an eye

I found my energy again

I smiled

The smile in your face

A little click on the phone and I felt pretty , beautiful and amazing again

Voice of an angel

So sweet and melodious

And the flutes kept me going on my iTunes each day -on repeat

And i laughed a ringing laugh

I feared the basic thing that drives a person forward, ambition, love and money.

But there was this misty fresh air blowing behind my face

An inspiration

And a hand to hold me and guide along the right direction

In time

I wondered if the games were games

I felt foolish at my own folly

A night in the rain and i was falling hard or maybe i already did, shit.

I was scared. And i always will be

I felt too close.

And i closed my eyes , in a moment of sadness, and a whisper of the name