Silent tears

I lie asleep clutching the blue red pillows

You would remember them

And the memories Hit me back.

I stifle and wipe a tear,

My body arches forward, 

Unable to take the pain

I moan into the pillow, 

Wet tears staining them.

Lost, and confused, 

Ghost of your smile and hands.

I remember them

Only very vividly.

Lost in my tears.

Unable to switch off my emotions

Alas sleep evades me my love.