Reach Out

She Feels more alone than ever

surrounded by everybody

yet alone

perhaps she bought it on herself

through own will and making

she saw it coming

but was just never ready for it

yet.

she finds herself alone,

more alone than ever

amongst a crowd of friends

humans.

she's lost her identity from the past

scratches of the past 

remind her of her strength

she was better than this

than now

battling her demons

she is more alone than ever

but she smiles

and reaches out a hand

and they hold her hand. 

Comfortable Strangers

Sitting in the darkness

alone ...

swirling in her own thoughts

she asks myself

what went wrong ?

how?

and where did she go wrong?

the darkness and the loneliness are comfortable strangers to her

she realizes . . as her thoughts make sense of her actions

she does not blame you, for she doesn't like to blame

she was too self involved my dear

too self involved to see what came from where

to see what you gave her , with patience

she was too obsessed with silly little things

she was too much of a perfectionist

she expected perfection in everything 

from a text message to the way your accent went

she tried making you her puppet

oh she did.

it hit her like a slap on her face

she did that to you.

she will never do that to you

anymore

she will throw her tantrums 

her mood swings

but she knows where she goes wrong, 

she is sorry.

she loves you more

and beyond everything you stuck with her

baby she loves you

:)

History Repeats

Early morning bird calls wakes us up on the Much awaited day

CUL DE SAP 2012

the planning , the furious dedicated work.. t shirt printing... we moved towards this day .. and its finally here

Ready in a jiffy 

change to College  T shirt and arrive at the venue

Spread the cheer, 

its a whole festival out there

yes MCE is here babies!

make waaay!!

shout our way and scrape the rest of them outta the list

win it win it and win everything 

     like a boss B|

hip hip hurray for MCE !

raise the spirits

shout your way in 

cheer it up

     scare away the rest of them

show them who we are 

yea we did it again 

and thats us 

thank you seniors

juniors

and batch mates 

\

history repeats itself ^_^ 

Spirit

I love the moon 

the most beautiful thing on this planet

nila...

she is breath taking

i could stare at her for hours drinking in her essence pictured against the night sky

i love the waves

they way they feel against my feet, soft and soothing

yet strong enough to reassure me

i could stand by the waves forever

i thank the wind and the ocean 

for the ride into the sea

i love the smile

the smile that lights up my face

at my darkest hour

the smile that only the best of my people can bring to me

i love a hug

a hug from a loved one 

to show that they care,so sacred and assuring

i could live for it all my life 

for those hugs, thank you :)

i love music

the way it expresses exactly what i feel
the way i can float away 
forgetting reality

music itself is healing

art...

the other part of me

you help me bring out my best and my strongest emotions at times

you help me mould myself as i create you

and above all.. i love life itself :))

for those who love me

i love you too :) more than you know.

Maa and Sis , a teacher

Maa

birth giver

you gave me your flesh and blood

you gave me your unconditional love

you held my hand when i was scared

and you pulled away when i had to grow up

you fed me ur love and strength

you made me strong

you made me the woman i am

you taught me care, love, joy and sorrow

i love you Maa *muaaaahhh*

Sis

you were my very first friend

and friend you will be my sister forever

you gave me companionship

your trust and faith


you taught me to move past crap

you cried with me, laughed with me

and yu were there for me when the world went dark

*hugs*

love yu sis :)

dear ma'am

you were my second momma

you hugged me when i cried on the first day of school

you stood with proud shoulders the last day of my school

you taught me a lot of valuable things in life

thank you mom (ma'am)

happy woman's day ^_^

A Much Awaited One :)

she had a smile

she was full of life 

she was vibrant with colors

i do not remember how we got talking in the first place

it doesn't matter

you were a bitch

i was a bitch

it was that simple

we matched

we struck a cord

we hugged when i had to leave 

i remember "fearless" by taylor swift , sneaking around pretending to be a vampire , and going on facebook when we were supposed to be doing design work :D

distance is nothing for us

you loved me i loved you

we cried

we fought

we hugged 

we laughed

we teased each other

2 am dates with footy matches , pepper fried eggs, countless messages, craziness, wall posts, chats , phone calls 

we had everything.

until slowly one day everything fell apart 

and "WE" died

i missed you

and you denied it

but i know enough about you to know better, u bitch.

you kept away so did i

we tried to talk a few times

it hurt

i let you go, for then 

and left it to time's way

a year passed by and i dragged you outta a shell

i nearly wanna bitch slap you when you tell me everything

you are still that girl i knew

you are still strong like her

the old days are back.

you are a bitch

i am a bitch 

and we love each other.